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growing up
Oct. 15th, 2007 07:57 pm( i have never EVER had a room of my own. ) growing up, me and my sister always shared a bedroom. then, when i moved out, i shared with kevin. last night was the first night in my entire life that i slept in a bedroom that was/is my own. it was strange and sad and scary. i know that as a 31 year old, that must seem pathetic and immature... but oh well. thats how i feel.
i'm feeling quite depressed and lonely. i told a co-worker today that its hard to ride the line between alone and lonely. i need to become more comfortable with being alone, while not feeling lonely, because i know its only going to get worse in the future. i mean, i'm not even living on my own yet. when that finally happens, i think i'll have a complete breakdown. should be fun.
i'm feeling quite depressed and lonely. i told a co-worker today that its hard to ride the line between alone and lonely. i need to become more comfortable with being alone, while not feeling lonely, because i know its only going to get worse in the future. i mean, i'm not even living on my own yet. when that finally happens, i think i'll have a complete breakdown. should be fun.
