torchwood and sytycd

they are both on tonight again. and i think i'm gonna skip sytycd. i don't want to, but i can't wait any longer for torchwood than i have to.

i have been sick with nervousness all day. it's been absolutely fucking ridiculous. it's a stupid fucking tv show for godsake.

just keep thinking about ianto dying and not wanting ianto to die, but all the signs and all the foreshadowing. it's driving me crazy and making me really upset and i'm getting pretty angry as well.

god damn them.

Torchwood Children of Earth - Day Four

so yeah. that's that.