one week after

fucking hell dude. i have such a killer headache. *ouch*

it's been a full week since torchwood ended and it still owns my headspace. i can't stop thinking about it and dissecting it and trying to figure everything out. i'm still heartbroken and angry and disappointed and frustrated. i fall asleep thinking about it, i dream about it (specifically ianto), and i wake up and think about it all day.

i think i need help, heh.

and since i suck at trying to explain my feelings, i have saved some posts in my memories where other people have done a wonderful job of doing so.

thanks to them.