stressful day is stressful

so we got an offer on the house. there is LOTS of paperwork involved, especially because we are trying for a short sale. really really short. neither myself nor the realtor can get in touch with k. so i leave work, after being there for less than an hour, and drive all the way over to the fucking house to ambush him and wake him up. alas, he isn't there. ugh!

i try his work number, but it is apparently old or something and doesn't work. i call my sister and have her google his work to get me some current phone numbers. after being on hold for a bit, i actually got ahold of him. yeah!

so then i drive over to where he works and we look over the paperwork and talk about the situation a bit, and he signs some of the stuff. he will supposedly finish the rest asap (fingers crossed).

BUT. he is a sad state of affairs. he hasn't had his hair cut in forever. he was wearing a hoodie with the hood UP. i was more than surprised when i saw him. and i just worry about him so much and feel so bad for him, and i can't be doing that! it made me cry and want to take care of him, and i can't be doing that! ugh :(

and there's lots more stuff re: the house but it is confusing and stressful and unknown and aughhhhhh.

and then tonight he friends me on facebook. i friended him back, of course, but it seems slightly strange and odd and surreal. i dunno.

i came home and had a drink.

but i also chatted with two good friends on facebook which was nice, if completely unexpected. it is difficult chatting with two people at once and also trying to watch tv. i am not that talented. especially when drinking. twas interesting.

EDIT: i think i need to expand on my 'life' tag.