mean ol' doctor

sometimes i get really angry at how the doctor treated jack, and still treats him. i love and adore the doctor, but when it comes to jack, he was a real first class bastard.

jesus don't love me
no one ever carried my load
i'm too young to feel this old

becoming an old lady

i never used to get pms - the emotional ups and downs and whatnot. i do believe in the past few years i have definitely been getting it. i'm certain i have it now. feeling sad and lonely and depressed and unloved and blah blah blah. fucking wonderful.