more fanfic complaints
Sep. 23rd, 2009 09:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
planet_tatersi know i've said this before, but torchwood fanfic really fucking depresses me. even the so-called happy fics. i mean shit... is this really what people consider good relationships? it scares the hell out of me.
maybe it's just that i really don't know what proper love is or how a good relationship really goes. i mean, i don't exactly have a stellar record do i? maybe i really don't know shit. but goddamn, if this is how actual relationships go, then i really am going to be single for the rest of my life because i DO NOT WANT THAT. and that is so fucking depressing.
and yeah, i know. it's fanfiction. why the hell am i taking it so seriously anyhow? but the thing is, tv and movies and books aren't exactly any better are they? ok. maybe they are. but i'm not watching and/or reading them. and fanfiction is written by 'real people'. shouldn't it seem more 'real' ?
i dunno. i'm tired and i'm sick and this fanfic i'm reading is just so fucking depressing. and it's supposedly happy. fuck.
maybe it's just that i really don't know what proper love is or how a good relationship really goes. i mean, i don't exactly have a stellar record do i? maybe i really don't know shit. but goddamn, if this is how actual relationships go, then i really am going to be single for the rest of my life because i DO NOT WANT THAT. and that is so fucking depressing.
and yeah, i know. it's fanfiction. why the hell am i taking it so seriously anyhow? but the thing is, tv and movies and books aren't exactly any better are they? ok. maybe they are. but i'm not watching and/or reading them. and fanfiction is written by 'real people'. shouldn't it seem more 'real' ?
i dunno. i'm tired and i'm sick and this fanfic i'm reading is just so fucking depressing. and it's supposedly happy. fuck.
